Nicholas Woon ; Saturday, March 19, 2011, at 5:25 PM
This blog seemed to have died huh? Oh well, I really don't have time to update on this. And I'd tell you why! Most importantly, I only book out on Saturdays for the recent 2 weeks. By the time I reach home, I drop dead on my bed and zzzz all the way till night.
Alright, getting back to my life. Things have happened. Significant ones. My results weren't satisfactory but it's okay, I'd move on. I still might be able to go to the course I want. Maybe not the university I desire though. BUT, IT'S OKAY!
I guess what affected me most for these few weeks was my emotional setbacks. For the benefit of my blog readers, I'm declaring that I'm single now! Oh well, it's not a happy occasion but I'm more or less over it already. If you ask me whether I was sad about it, I'm telling you I definitely was. In fact, I was devastated. I cherish the relationship a lot and after a week of her vacation and 16 days of confinement in Tekong, I lost the girl whom I thought she'd be the one. Life is ironical. We were so firm and confident about our relationship that it seemed to perfect now that I think back about it.
Emotional burdens aside, I've learnt a lot after this. Perhaps, the pain was too unbearable and it probably killed me a few times. No, I'm not exaggerating. And yes, I can be really emotional at times. (HAHA) Sometimes in life, you really can't be certain of your future. It just take some time, and my whole life is tossed 180 degrees. It's fine, I can pick myself up. One lesson I really learnt: Cherish, and I mean really cherish, the people around you. You may not like them or they may piss you off sometimes, but you never know what the next moment would be. You don't want to regret whatsoever. Especially your loved ones, shower your family and friends with love. They are really the ones who would be there for you no matter what. Through thick and thin.
I thought I couldn't live without you. But nah, with my family, brothers and sisters, there are much more things in life that awaits me. Our relationship was really sweet. A really awesome first experience that I had. Indeed, I've regrets. But nonetheless, I'd move on. For my loved ones and for myself. You might not read this, but I hope that you don't feel offended or anything after this blog post. It's my heartfelt thoughts. I've never blamed you or being upset with you. Like I always say, I'd respect and support your decisions. If this is what you desire, I would second it without hesitation. All the best for your future endeavours. I hope you have a good life ahead and find a better other half than me. It'd be tough though! HAHAHA! *winks*

